Sadness.

I'm sorry for everything that happen today making u sad and irritating you. Sorry 4 everything sayang.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

It has come to an end!

Hello my name is hasif. I am know part 6 business . :)

Hope you didn't mean those words.

Today was a very gloomy day in Alor gajah Melaka. With 3 days left staying here in Melaka for this semester make me realize that life is short and things happen very quick and i just realize that is nearly 3 years im at Melaka. But that's not the main point of this post. Recently within 5 months ago i fell in love with the person that broke my heart about 1 year ago. You all must fell i am stupid by falling back to her but things change so easily. It is hard for me to say that but my heart still has her name written in it. I donno way but thats the truth and i cannot deny my own feelings. When i ot the opportunity i just grab it and it when well. Yeah well until today. Things change rapidly in our relationship in the past week. I don't know why but things are not going according the way that i wanted really. With lot of fight's going with us i donno thing seems to different in my side of view. But when i ask her if she felt the same way she just says that everything is normal for here. But for me things are not normal and i can feel it in my heart that she feels the same way but she is too scared to say them to me.

Until this evening we caught in to a fight the maybe i was the reason this time bcos i didn't text her in the first place. I didn't meant not to text her but i was so sleepy that i forgot about texting her. Yeah i have a problem with sleeping long hours. But after that she scolded me and was so upset untill she didn't pick up my calls. And after awhile that she has rejected my call she turned of her handphone and that was the end that i heard from her. Until i then i try to reach her and she did turn her cell for awhile but when she noticed i try to contact her she turned her cell off again. That was kind of frustrating for me but i still wanted to talk to her and settle matters out. And at 10.30 pm i reached her and i try to seek forgiveness from her. But she toke my forgiveness with a dull answer NO. I asked her if she didn't 'sayang" me anymore and the answer is still NO. I was shocked with her answer because i asked her many times and the answer was still the same. It crushed my heart deeply. I was speechless from the feedback that she gave to me.

But dear what ever u say i will always love u and i will take it as answer bcos u are not in the mood bcos u are angry with me for all the problems that i caused to u this evening. Sayang i am really sorry for what happen this evening. And no matter what happen i will always LOVE u sayang. Sorry For everything.

I want us to be like this every time happy together. I miss this moment.

Hello

Its been awhile since i wrote in this blog. Yeah this is because i am not really into writing blog. So when problems come this is the only place that i can express my feeling to the world about how i feel right now. So after this the post will only be about my feelings only. And i don't give a damn what people will say. Bye

Niga Ibun Wedding Dress!!!

hahaha..x tau la sejak kebelakangan nie saye minat lak dga lagu2 korea nieh.. xtau la asal tp saye rase disebabkan bnyk maksud yg tersirat dan tersurat oke!! n nie lg satu lagu yg saye layan ari2 skung...huhuh

TRANSLATIONS


I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

* nie semua nye pnah berlaku kat aku...hahaha.sakit ati dol tapi ape kan daya org cakap xder jodoh la tuh...huk2

Love Sick

When I miss you, I close my eyes and I can see that person better
I try to forget and erase, but I get reminded of that person more
I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that she will be coming back, but all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

I told myself a lie thinking that that person would come back
That person never said that she will be coming back, but all I can do is wait

The sin of loving that person a lot, the sin of loving you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm sick of waiting
The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain...

Breaking up is fast, but forgetting is hard
The love is painful, and I am hurt alone

Rap
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
Did you have to leave that far away from me?
I shouldve loved you with all my life, but you forgot me now like a heartless person
I should have loved you with my all, but now you live forgetting me

Hongki-
With all my life, the person that I love
That person only gave me tears and left
The tough love which I was hurt alone

The sin of loving you more, the sin of missing you a lot
Because of you, and because of sin, I'm crying with pain... like this

*This lyrics is very delicate and it had happen to me and i find this song very interesting